may 11th, 2009

I wish we were never know each other,
but we know each other.

I wish we were never met,
but we met.

I wish we were never love each other,
but we love each other.

I wish we were never got that problem,
but we got that fuc*ing problem.

I wish we were not separate,
but we're separate.

and now I wish I could turn back time,
but I can't turn back time.

and if I can turn back time, and remove that fuc*ing problem, today I'll be very happy.
coz today is may 11th, 2009
this day must have be our day
our 2nd anniversary
but u're not here
u're not mine anymore

and if I want u back, would u be mine again?
would u do anything like u ever said to me?
would u just trust urself and don't care whatever ur mommy said?
like u said to me?
would u fulfill ur promise?
or u said that without thinking?
some kind of bullshit or anything?

tell me what's on ur mind
when u trying to have a chat with me
what's on ur mind?
did u just play with me?
or u maybe feel some chemistry like when we first met?
or what?

please tell me something
or I'll be dying to know
and just for ur info,
if u wanna trying this again,
maybe I'll accept it without any hesitate
and I will keep this relationship with every breath of mine

but if u dare to play with me,
never say my name again
even in ur dream
coz I'll blacklisted u until I die
and don't hoping for my forgiveness

and now,
I miss ur smile
I miss ur jokes
I miss ur touch
and I'm really sure,
I really really miss u

but what can I do?
there's no way to get u back
unless u've changed ur mind
unless u were fulfilled ur promise to me
but when will this happen?
must I waiting u for the rest of my life?
or maybe u'll come back today?
or the day after tomorrow?
or next week?
or next month?
or next year?
or maybe u'll never come back to me?
I don't know

but I believe, if God want we together
someday, u'll be mine forever
but if that day never come,
I'll never forgot u
u're the best thing God ever gave to me
and I'll remember our time together
as the sweetest memory as long as I live