miss u

I'm stupid, am I?
coz after all the shit u've put me through,
my heart still longs for u,
and every night I miss u more than every other day

so here I am
all by myself
thinking of you and no one else

There's a feeling inside
and as hard as I try
it just won't go away

I miss u most when I'm sad
I miss u when I'm lonely
But most of all,
I miss u when I'm happy

but I know this isn't funny anymore
I have got lots of things to do
but all I can do is think about u
miss u more than u ever know

If my heart had wings
I would fly to u
and lie beside u as ur dream

I miss u right this moment
I miss u when ur away
but I can never really miss u that much
because in my heart ur always stay there

another month, another year
another smile, another tear
another winter and summer too
but there will never be another u

we dated, we explored
we loved, we went our separate ways
but I still love and want u with all my heart

ur my love, ur my soul
through the pain and tears,
the hopes and fears,
u came into my life and took away the tears,
but at the day u go away, my tears keep running down again

I may never get to see u as often as I like
I may not get to hold u in my arms all through the night
but deep in my heart I truly know ur the one I love and can't let u go

for me, meeting u was fate
becoming ur friend was my choice
but falling in love with u was beyond my control
and having my heart ripped out wasn't part of the plan

and now I realized
that the reason it hurts so much to be away from u
is because our souls are connected
and I always hope, not only our souls are connected
but we can together forever again for real too